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I WANT TO TRANSFORM MYSELF.
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new year, new me. [January 2nd, 2007 at 8:52pm]
[ mood | good ]

so i haven't posted in a VERY long time. :( i'm sorry. i've been totally off-track. like, completely. i don't know what i weigh right now..i don't know if i WANT to know. heh.


i really want to get back on track though. my stepfather challenged my mother and i to a bet: lose 20 lbs by April 1st, get $50. yesssssssssss. lol. so let's hope i can do that, i don't have $50 to give him if i fail! lol.

mom and i are really going to get into this though, so i think we'll be able to do it.


if anyone is still reading this, are there are any awesome new tricks that i haven't been around to hear about?

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[October 11th, 2006 at 4:12am]
wow...so it's been awhile since i updated...another awesome weekend with my boy :)


and yeah, so i'm holding out at a steady 230. :/
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[October 2nd, 2006 at 12:45pm]
[ mood | tired ]

ugh, bad weekend for my diet.


good weekend the whole way around, except for that. i'm glad the weekend happened though, even though i gained all but 1 lb back...ugh. so yeah, 232 again. :/

pizza and candy and chinese will do that to you. but when your boyfriend comes up and you haven't seen him for a month, it doesn't feel as bad.


i did go to the gym for an hour on Friday though. and i've been doing my Pilates. i just have to get myself back on track, i'm not going to be seeing him for another month :/ but i want to look so much better by the time i do see him again.


gah.

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[September 27th, 2006 at 4:27pm]
[ mood | good ]

3 lbs down guys :D the scale said 227. let's see if i can continue the trend :D


i'm not going to update my tickers or anything until Monday, the official weigh in day.

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[September 26th, 2006 at 8:48am]
[ mood | tired ]

today's food:

9:00 AM - Breakfast: 2oz. Egg Whites + ½ cup raspberries (oh god do i love them haha)
11:30 AM- Mid-morning Snack: 2oz. chicken + 1 slice bread + apple. bottle of water
2:30 PM - Lunch: 2oz. chicken + 1 slice bread + 1cup carrots. bottle of water.
4:15 PM - Mid-afternoon Snack: nothing, you'll see why in a second
7:15 PM - Dinner: going to Subway with mom, (i'll get one of the 6 grams of fat or less subs), + diet soda
9:00 PM - Snack (Optional): apple


yeah so we're going to subway. they're healthy though and i get tons of veggies on my sandwich, so, yeah. we're also going to check out this gym she heard about.


have a good day ladies ♥

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[September 26th, 2006 at 12:33am]
sooo...i bought a Pilates DVD. won't have the chance to do it until Wednesday >:( because i'm going to be out of the house for like 12 hours tomorrow, god damn it. i have a mandatory fucking lecture at 7 tomorrow night, by people who talked in both of my classes today! and i have no idea how long it is. plus then my half hour commute home. gah!



bah, i don't want to go. :(


but whatever. i will start my Pilates on Wednesday, and i will like it. lol. :)



thanks to all of you who have added me and are commenting and everything :) it means a lot

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[September 25th, 2006 at 9:59am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

maintained. 230. bleck.



this week will be better.

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[September 25th, 2006 at 12:24am]
[ mood | okay ]

so tomorrow morning is weigh in...and i have a feeling that i didn't lose, just maintained. :/ better than gaining, but still.


so i'm trying out a new plan tomorrow, having finished the special k thing (damn am i glad that's over! too much fucking cereal!)



so this is what i'm eating tomorrow:


8:30 AM - Breakfast: 2oz. Egg Whites + ½ cup grapes
11:00 AM- Mid-morning Snack: 2oz. egg whites + apple. bottle of water
2:30 PM - Lunch: 2oz. chicken + 1 slice bread + 1cup carrots. bottle of water.
4:15 PM - Mid-afternoon Snack: 2oz. tuna + 1 slice bread. bottle of water.
7:15 PM - Dinner: 2oz. turkey breast + 1 slice bread + 1cup celery. bottle of water and/or diet soda
9:00 PM - Snack (Optional): apple



and there will be 45-60 minutes of exercise in there too.


read this post to read what plan i'm doing! (i'm not following it exactly to a T though..)


hope everyone is doing well.

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[September 23rd, 2006 at 4:04pm]
hmm..when i've weighed myself this week i haven't been seeing results...in fact it's been saying that i've gained. eh. but this is period week, and official weigh-in isn't until monday. and it was really weird last week, because it seemed like i didn't lose anything until monday, when 3 pounds were just gone.

i don't even know. weight and bodies are weird. :P
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[September 18th, 2006 at 3:24pm]
me right now (230)(supposedly, but i think i hold it better than this, lol):




and my long term goal (150 - and then i'll go from there):



yeeep.
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